haiz

hmm going back to depression mood again..hmm to think tat i cried last nite..cos he din want to tok to me..well actually no lah..juz missed mummy and him lor..
was watching the 9pm show..den the daddy in e show die..den kaiwei went to console jingwen..wah..so sweet..haiz..budden look..i also feel e same way as her..feeling depressed and desperate and heartbroken..budden i carn show it out..juz have gotta put on a brave front and smile the day away and laugh my way thru..haiz..budden who reallie noe..now i carn tell HIM..carn bear to tell my darling..dun want to trouble him again..haiz..so juz tokked to my xiao niu..when it is juz a soft toy..oh no..haiz..wat shld i do..

i reallie want to cry my hearts out..but now is not e time..having my exams..kk i shall hold them back until 2 weeks later..hmm e busy 2 weeks coming up..everyday also got exams..haiz..dunnoe whether i can go thru this anot..

hmm decided not to msg me these few datys..afraid tat i will not concentrate on wat i shld b doing..

haiz..want to cry..but no shoulders..no one to console me..no one to give me a warm hug..haiz..i dunnoe lah..