last nite

hmm carn believe it..he called me last nite..saying tat he rememebred he owe me an explanation..was waiting for him to start budden he say 'forget it'..hmm was watching manu arsenal match so din bother much..den at ard 230 in e morning he called again..this time we reallei tokked..e first thing he ask me was..do i still like him..i noe that ans is a definite yes..but i dun want to ans him..im scared..i dun want to get hurt..as in if i say yes and he want to patch den who can guaratee tat there wun be a 2nd time..i raellie dunnoe..he say he still hope to hear something nice frm me..budden i dunneo..i reallie dunnoe..wat i dunnoe..i dunnoe..quite confused..hmmm he say he will wait..he say he hope tat i still like him..
does it mean tat we are going to patch..not now i guess..everything has to wait until e end of my exams..reallie..muz set my priorities rite..cannot afford to give up last minute..or let everything go down e drain..
he say one of e reasons y he made tat decision is cos i had oo many burdens and he carn seem to share them..if we reallie continue den it wld make him seem like an useless person..i say i dun mind..budden he say isnt wat a bf supposed to share the burden with gf and vice versa..good question..i dunnoe..
many pple pin super high hopes on me..im damn stressed..many things have happened..and time is running out..someone help me..
guess im suffering from depression..loss of appetite..carn slp..headaches..mood swings..argh..!!!