only heaven noes

hmm tot of this title was i was bathing..imagine..muz have nothing better to do rite..haha..hmm yah i cried again..everyday..looking into e mirror and realise how dumb i was..

hmm everything i do..juz dun seem rite to pple..they only noe how to nag and nag..budden whenever i do something like mop or sweep e floor..i juz kept quiet..does it have to be tat i go ard telling everyone wat ive done..and waiting for praises..this is mad..the world only sees ur failures and not ur successes..i ve to agree..dumb dumb world made up of dumb dumb pple..
guess only heaven..and me noes..noes how im exactly feeling inside..although i may appear heck care..i feel reallie terrible inside..my mind juz carn stop thinking..who noes..nobody..well maybe my darling and dear..others..i dun even bother to tell them..but sometimes i stop telling them how i feel cos i muz not b selfish..they have their problems too..i carn burden them too much..so i juz kept to myself..it may seem tat im crazy..but this is how i feel..no point influencing others abt how u feel and everything..wat i want is a happy world made up of happy pple with broad smiles on their faces..i always try to console and crap things so as to make pple feel better..ive gotta cast aside my own probs and burdens to try my very best to tok to them..argh..this is terrible..sometimes i wonder..i always seem so happy-go-lucky to my frens..and always lend them a listening ear and offer advices..though they may not work..but who ll be there when i need someone to tok to..
this is such a dumb dumb world..