noeing myself

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

no work life

well practically going out everyday every since i stopped work..haha it had been 2 weeks liao.hmm last day of work on thurs rite..den fri went out with him..den sat got grandma bdae party..manage to ask him to come..kinda feel bad ltr..haha budden nvm lah i guess..he dun mind..tot he wun be coming..haha..yeah..den sunday is family day wad..so he spend time with them lor..haha yeah..

den mon we went out..to buy cake for daddy bdae..din reallie buy cake lah..juz pastries..haha yupz..

tues went to his place..damn far..den after tat went to watch my sis performance..some choral lah..yupz..

wed went to watch war of th eworlds..mayb im not reallie into this kind of sci fiction..budden kinda scary..yah..nevertheless still enjoyed myself..

thurs went out again..went to bugis..den went to visit my grandmother..yah brought him along also..heehee..cheeky of me..budden still ok lah..cos we were atbugis le so might as well pay her a visit..

den fri went to his place again..oh before tat i went to apply for the tuition loan frm bank..haha bluff him daddy going to east den i go find him lor..oops..cannot let him noe.if not he will kill me..haha..den after tat juz hang ard..went to bedok to check out his k750i..well dn manage to buy it in e end..haha..den went cycling..den cos he got something on..violin accompaniment..den i have to go hme myself..sian..so long and far..haiz.serve me right..

sat went out again!!!hmm went out in e morning to mac to row boat..haha so long nv row liao..feel like shit..haha ok lah..din reallie put in effort..cos they got time trial..sian..den after tat met e 3 guys for lunch..exp lunch thou..had fish and co..argh..after tat i went to meet him lah..at tanjong pagar..haha den walked to esplanade..got some ndp preview..yeah..saw e spore flag..e big big one..3 chinooks..den e aerial display..and most impt of all..e firework!!absolutely love it..haha..
den after tat went to meet e track pple at heeren marche..din tay for long.den go hme liao..well had a fulfilling day thou..haha...

hmm den sun stay at hme..

mon went out again..quarrel..budden after awhile ok liao..some small matter lah..crazy lah.i mean both of us..haha

had been staying at hme these 2 days..and now maplestory is down for maintenance..damn it..im damn bored..

i miss hunny..haha..

last day at work

hmm hah todae last day at work..im typing this in e lab..last time im going to use this comp..todae nothing much lah...slacking..carn do much anyway...

yeah they going to have a farewell lunch for me ltr..it reallie makes a difference if there are young pple working with u..more happening..den not so boring..hehheh..ordering pizza hut..haha dun think i need to pay hor..hmm they treat me so nice..yeah..happy..hmm den ltr going to watch initial d..haha..yah some say e show is nice..well almost everyone..i shall prove it myself..haha..

hm next week going to seoul garden..haven been there for quite some time..haha den can eat..with colleagues they all lah..juliana jeremy joan..all J..the 3 Js..haha..hmm

anw thanx for everything and guidance..reallie learnt alot..and experience..thou no company politics..which im happy abt..haha..all e late nites..until 7.30pm..haha budden nvm lah..itz ok..thou no OT pay..and the pay reallie sucks..aiyah budden in exchange for something like experience..invaluable experience..hah and frens..and help..ahd advices..hmm haha kinda worth it rite..hm nvm im juz self-consoling..haha

anw ayh ahppy to be here..almost din make it to e whole 6 months..haa..budden still stayed..hmm miracle..ork here for 6months le..hmm tatz loooooong..

itz been a long time...

hmm haha todae is 15 june..so abt half a month i haven update liao..hmm haha well i was busy wad..almost everyday work ot..hmm haha busy with my electroporation..miniprep..midiprep, sequencing.. digesting.. running gel..gel extraction..rna in situ..wahaha..hmm who understandsall these..haha not everyone..haha i feel powerful!!!

haiyah juz feeling tired..

sick liao..haha lovesick i guess..lolz..cough and block nose..feel as thou e nose is dropping..haha..no lah..now recovering liao..hehheh..lolz..

so sian

haiz my last blog skin got something wrong..hmm den decide to use e default one lah..haiz..nvm lah..shall look fo rnew ones when i got time..wanted to uswe e pooh one..budden so troublesome..haha

yest...

haha yest spend super much money..hmm eh erm..watch madagascar...damn farnie movie..super short 1hr15min..not worth 9.50 lah..budden no choice e guys can only bookout on weekends..haiz..surprised to see tat e theatre was full..hmm yah lor..occupied until e very first row..hmm haha yeah...den bought adidas shirt for daddy..he say he want one..so i get for him lor..30% discount..budden still quite exp lah..considering..yah..hmm if buy for myself i wun even want to spend e money lor..budden haiyah nvm lah..itz ok..ate pasta for dinner..hmm haiyo...spend and spend..

shit im broke..haha..

updates..

hmm well last weekend nothing much lah..hmm haha went out with black 5 as usual on saturday..hmm haha..hmm went to eat kenny roger..haha den suddenly decided to stay over at sl house to watch arsenal vs man u..hmm haha well it was juz a suggestion whether to watch it tog..den sl say can watch it at his palce..buden it will be until quite late..so stayover lor..with jel and candice..hmm haha yah..after e math we watch meet e fockers..damn farnie..buden guess it was late at nite..after e amtch..which was ard 1..haha cos e match end up in a draw and extra time and penalties..haha..yeah man..so well e guys fell aslp even before e movie ended..slpet at ard 3..hmm..

so sunday woke up early to go sentosa with e team..hmm at first only hy yy yh zy and me..haha all got 'y'..hmm quite sian at first lah..so play volleyball lah..den ltr shar moses jo fia came to join us..e sun super hot..haha yah lor..think we got burnt lah..den after tat e 3 'single club members' went to queensway to shop lah..hmm den dar ask me to help him look out fo rmy shoe..budden guess e design finish le..so dun have..hmm after tat went hme lah..

yeah den monday went to meet dar..lor..cos got long weekend den past 2 days nv meet..yupz..so meet him lor..had a fun time..we are crazy..shant not elaborate..haha..after tat met yy and yh cos they send zy and hy to tekong..hmm yah den after tat we went to ps to play photohunt..yeah..den we manage to reach round 100 with juz 2 or 3 tokens..hmm haha damn fun..haha..den eyes quite tired..so went hme after tat lor..

itz been a looooong time...

...since ive updated my blog..wahaha..hmm aiyah sian wad.nothing to do..den somethings cannot say too..*wink*..haha..hmm haiyah guess lor..continue guess lor..haha dun think u can guess it lah..na nanny boo boo..wahaha..

memorable weekend

hm had a nice weekend..reach hme after 12 for both nties..budden reallie had a great time..thanx to tat someone who made it special..it was realie special..i never felt so happy in my life..yeah..

tired

hmm haiz quite tired leh.haha now reach lab quite early..and den work until 730pm..wahaha super hardworking sia..hmm no choice..now given a new gene to work on..haha so muz do all the things and protocols..haha hmm yah quite fun lah..at elast im learning something new..yeah..haha..

hmm kinda admire e rest of frens..earning at least thousand every month...den im earning like 5oo++..hmm haiz..den want to do so many things..especially go shopping!!hmm and great singapore sales coming soon..real soon..and im broke!!..hmm stupid me..go and lend 200 to fren..haiz..dunneo whether he will return me anot.so now im officially broke..haiz..hope payslip comes on fri den i go bank in and den can get money on sat..hmm if not..i also dunneo how..haiz..den wantt o buy clothes..hmm haha think e money im earning is juz enough for me to spend in a month..haha..go out too much liao..hmm budden im damn bored at home..

to everyone..if ure free ask me out ok..nvm if i dun have money..aiyah sure have lah..juz tat ave to control my spending..haha..yeah..i still want to go out!!!

screw up

hmm damn it lah..they din receive my application at all..so ahev to re send in e application and consider for late application..in other words if they can..they can choose nto to consider me at all and juz leave my application somewhere..damn..haiz super sian..

had a bad feeling when i went to e website to check the application status..den i saw something..application number..hmm i dun rmb having one..so told jem lah..den he help me dialled the admin number..luckily he dialled for me..if not i will go down next week to get my application and discover this major screw up later..haha..so apparently i ask for my application number and they say they din receive my application..den they will call me back..

so when they call me back..quite soon the person sortta scolded me..saying tat i din check properly..haiz how would i noe..itz my first time wad..hmm sian..so have to send in appeal eltter lor..and all e relevant documents..haiz..

hmm so in e end after morning fixing i rush abck hme to get all e documents lah..and certs..had to trouble daddy to go hme and fetch me..yah..den after tat had to trouble jem to help me write letter..well he offer to wad..so ok lor..hmm in e end ahd to trouble him and juliana to go nus with me..yupz..den in e end had lunch at abt 3..so they couldnt do their things..felt so guilty..

budden anw manage to get things done lah..heave a sigh of relief
hmm wat if they dun give me a place..haiz..so wat shld i do..reallie go ntu?haiz dunnoe lah..

den in e end work until 645.haha was late for date..hmm not reallei lah..well, 'date'..yupz..

oh no!!

hmm oh no idin receive the email abt interview to nus chem eng..hmm does tat mean im not given a chance to go in..hmm haiz quite disappointed lah..so maybe left with 3rd choice bioeng lah..haiz..i want chem eng..!!hmm so wat if nus offer me bio eng..so where shld i go..nus bioeng or ntu chemeng..argh!!i hate this..

hmm i reallie want to go nus..budden bioeng i dunneo leh..maybe can lor..trying to convince myself..

touching!!!

was watching runaway bride..hmm

"i guaratee that there will be ups and downs in the future..i guaratee there will be a time when either or both of us want to be out of this..budt one thing i can guarantee is tat if i dun propose to u now, i will regret for e rest of my life..omg itz damn touching!!!.."

wah if a guy tells me tat im gonna melt..haha

so long

hmm haha itz been super long ever since i last blog..hmm watz been i busy with?hmm actually im juz going out every nite..yah..with diff people..haha where e hell did i get so many going-out frens..haha actually no lah..they are juz my good frens..does it imply tat i got alot of good frens..haha actually no..

haiyah i dunnoe lah..hmm so sian..life is so boring

anw i juz receive a new proj from prof..hmm to investigate a certain gene..to find out when is it expressed..how much is it expressed..itz function..yah..itz a big proj and considering tat they are ususally carried out by graduates..hmm and im not even starting uni until aug..so i sometimes feel so inferior..and so much things to do..last week has basically been and ot week..overtime quite alot..haiz..so sian..hmm nvml ah..at least i noe tat i got things to do..haha..and learning alot..definitely alot..yupz..

hongkong trip

haha went to hongkong from 9apr to 11apr..hmm yeah..went with joanne fia and mich..haha..had lotsa fun there..went to alot of places too..hmm not reallie lah..went to ocean aprk to play!!and victoria peak..and ladies street..and hongkong's largest shopping centre..harbour city..haha..yeah..hmm spent e first and last day shopping..so 2nd day went 'sightseeing' lor..took quite alot of pics..haha yeah..want to go there again..hmm enjoyed every single bit..yeah..hmm hope they ahd a fun time too..

'celebration'

hmm haha had some osrtta celebration todae lah..hmm abit of updateon e day...went for trng at 7am at macritchie..budden it turned out to b that im supposed to row for e 2nd shift that starts at 9..damn..den make me wake up so early..hmm nv cos i went down to row for a while cos one of e gals din go..so still ok lor..den ltr help a jnr guy with his k1..hes doing quite fine lah..yah..hmm so rain lor..den yong instruction to evacuate..haiz..yah lor..den super cold leh..while i was looking after e boat..den it was raining nonstop so he decided to pack up..haiz..super cold..was freezing like mad..hmm den luckily got bring extra shirt den change out of it..hmm den took bs home..wah lao..super cold..all e goosebumps and e hair was standing lor..shivering..hmm haiz..so i reach hme quickly go have a super hot bath..wah damn conforting..haha.

hmm so ltr i met candice den walk to suntec..haha..hmm had sizzler for dinner..wah..steve called while we were queueing to go in..so ask him to join us lor..hmm the guys gave me a sunflower daisy and rose..haha..hmm yupz..so they gave me reebok windbreaker and a body lotion..hmm eh yah lor..so after dinner we went to walk ard lah..they went to shop lor..wanted to buy things i think..den after tat walk to esplanade to coffee bean at e boat quay there..hmm yah lor..bought drinks and sat down..den after tat time to go hme..den yah..they took train lah..haiz..dunnoe wat they were up to..so me and steve walk to esplanade to take hme lor..yupz..

happy bdae

hmm haha happy bdae to me!!!!! yeah.. anw thanx for e msges..in chronological order..
chingsoon (OMG!@!!he's actually e first person leh...)
sharon
huiqing
derek (surprisingly..)
huimin
bro shileng
peiyun aka py
aunt chuilan
michelle ong
siqi
candice
mcdonalds (???)
jelvin
qinyong (he actually called to sing a bdae song only..haha thanx man)
vivienne (surprise!!!)
dearie (hmm he's actualyl e last one out of e other 4 to wish me..humph!!!)
lollipiggy (my twin bro!!!)
anju
ruoqun..hmm miss koh
jian
wenxiang
terrence.. (eh not e canoeing lah..haha he sang me a bdae song too)
peicheng
steve (hmm he's actually one of e last..)
stupid pig

hmm receive a pooh cosmetic bag from mingyong..and a teddy bear frm jian wenxiang jianhe..haha shiok..haha yeah..went to have dinner and watch movie with them..hmm haha their treat lah..cos nv pay them back..haha..yah lor..

hmm nothing much todae lah..not tat fun..haiz..maybe cos e guys are all in ns..yah lor..den others nv go out so often one lah..hmm eh yupz..

busy..

hmm nowadays quite busy..have to look up so many things for e hongkong trip..den have to train for e duathlon...wahaha..hmm reallie train everyday leh..hmm think have to step up trng..to 2 times a day..morning go back sch train..den lunchtime go running..hmm feel damn lousy leh..haiz..dunnoe lah..budden fitness not there..not up to e standad..oh no watz happening..

hmm haiz..so many things to do!!!..hmm nvm lah..think they will have their fair share lah..hor..hehheh..

yeah.. 2 more weeks!!!

sick

hmm haiz had been sick e past few days..almost lost my voice..haha nvm lah..lol..eating lotsa lozenges..hmm buden no use leh..maybe is e throat infection again..haiz..

10 days

wah carn imagine..i haven been blogging for 10 days liao..wahaha..hmm aiyah busy wad..den computer always got pple use..hmm now using e comp in the lab..hmm haiz have to use it here cos now got no one use..hmm haiz..so pathetic..i realise..my privacy is being intruded!!!!!damn!!

hmm ok aiyah dun reallie rmb wat happen liao..hmm ok..

monday..oh took a half day leave..went out with e 4 of them..eh yah lor..hmm ok went to have lunch at mos burger at erm taka..haha manage to play with jel's ipod..damn fun..haha listening to all e songs..eh yupz..so dunnoe wat to do liao..cos alwyn need to attend his dog's death anniversary..hmm juz realise e significance of his nick when the rest told me..oops..haha..hmm so we went kbox lor..haha sing lah..hmm den went to suntec for dinner..hmm wahaha..eh hmm wat did we eat huh..oops shit i forgot..damn..actually i carn reallie rmb wt we did tat day lah..

hmm anw nothing much lah..

hmm ok on fri..went to teach lah..went early cos yah..end early lor..hmm eh den finish at abt 830 lah..rush down to suntec to meet e rest of e guys..candice had salsa..hmm eh yah..haha manage to collect e fila bag frm alwyn..hmm yeah..den after tat alwyn had to go off liao..apparantly he carn stay out too late..e other 2 guys planned to stay over at candice house to play mahjong lor..since they need pple den i dun mind lah..hmm budden in e end shileng is a good boy den went hme to accompany his parents..so left 3 of us..den we go eat icecream at crown prince..hmm haha cos going hme late wad..hmm so i tot of asking steve along..heehee den he can send me hme too..hah yeah..den he came down..hmm so paiseh lah..nvm lah..haha all e while got pple help me carry e big fila bag..hmm haha..first it was alwyn..thanx dearie..den after he left jel offered..thanx jel..den after icecream steve carried it..thanx..hmm haha so fortunate..heehee..yeah..wahaha..so in e end eat until abt 12 plus den took night rider hme lah..hmm haha luckily it was friday den dun need to go work on sat..

hmm sat..went down to sdba to watch race..hmm still ok lah..den after tat me and joanne and sofia went suntec lor..for e travel fair..hmm they want to go hk..so ask me along..hmm tempted to go..budden need money..so i went hme to ask lor..they seem super enthu..den dun want to disappoint them lah..ehh luckily daddy sponsor 100..hmm haiz dunnoe lah..feel quite bad lah..

hmm sunday went to suntec to book..hmm got quite pissed off..nvm..den went down to kl to train..hmm there goes my day lah..yupz..

hmm last few days nothing much lah..last ntie went downstairs to tok to steve lor..until abt 2..heehee..oops..yah lor..hmm haiz..haiz..haiz..

1 week

hmm wah itz been a week since i last blog..haha yah lor..hmm wanted to go online..budden e thing is tat my comp kena virus..damn..and it carn stop sendign things to pple..haiz..den sometimes also hang.. damn..nvm i shall update.

monday..hmm nothing much lah..came home after work..and met steve quite late..eh yah my new fren..he juz came back frm malaysia and since he stay so near to me den ok lor..meet then..yah den spend e whole nite tokking..hmm well lotsa to tok abt..tok until ard 2 den decided to go hme liao..cos tired le..

hmm tues..had half day..cos e guys got pop..haha yah jel manage to get extra tix for us..haha thanx..hmm went with candice..had lunch at pair ris mac..hmm den met qinyong also..to pass me my stuff..yah..still e kind of person lah..haha..den took e shuttle to e ferry terminal...met jingling and lester mum so we went there tog lr..hmm eh e ceremony was quite cool..like national day liddat..haha..march in and march past..well they all look e same..whether with or without helmets..hahah had a hard time looking for e 3 guys..hmm cos they all look e same!!!haha...well anyway saw many many frens there...some dun dare to say hi lah..haha well took photos..hmm heehee..hmm after e ceremony went to tanjong pagar to look for steve cos having dinner with him..yah..eh erm den he took me ard his office..supposed to pull me into e company lah..well itz his job..had a change to tok to his manager..yah..hmm den went hme ard 10..budden went hme myself..cos he has stuff to do..hmm nvm..

ok den comes wed..eh haha met e 4 of them again..haha yah dinner..ate at suntec..sizzler..haha super filling..had a lot of luffs...hmm well tone my stomach muscles huh..haha..hmm eh yah lor..den quite early leh..den shileng going drinking with his platoon mates..haha den we tag along too..hmm before tat we went to our favourite place..esplanade..haah cool..we always go there..well i guess it holds too many memories liao..yah lor..hmm den after tat we met his platoon mates lah..was supposed to be his gf..hah made a fool of myself..hmm went to indochine at asian civilisation museum..hmmm eh itz a high class pub..no dancing..no smoking..no live band..eh yah..v decent..hmm eh had a bit of drink.and abit feeling weird..hmm e 3 of them left early..yah..den after tat steve came to meet me..cos he say he dun feel safe with me drinkning and going home alone..hmm how sweet..well anw sl platoon mates want to go zouk..so we left lah..walk along spore river and left for home at ard 1..eh yah..he send me until my lift lobby..hmm eh and gave me a goodnite kiss on e forehead..well it was too sudden..and i had to make things clear to him after tat..haiz..haiz..haiz..dunoe why i always end up in this kind of trouble..damn..!!!

hmm ok thurs..met e girls..joanne sharon tammy mich..hmm was supposed to celebrate tammy bdae..budden din tell her lah..quite pathetic ah e turnout..hmm well we ate kenny rogers..hmm things do happen..haha well nvm not impt to elaborate..haha..

hmm ok yest..saturday..haha went to nus open house..noe e way qutie well ard tat area lah..so met e 4 of them for lunch before alwyn ahd jel had to leave for some ne excursion..den sl went hme..so me and candice went ourselves..hmm met sharon and mo..hah..hmm well any walked thru e exhibition halls and cca booths lah..hmm well took quite alot of brouchures..hmm anyway..yah spend quite a short time there..was deciding wat to do..wactually was meeting mingyong zibin zhanxin ltr..buden candice i dunnoe how..hmm den she go hme and i go and met them lor..haiz..same thing happen lah..she sms me e moment she got onto e bus..and complain..hmm eh yah..nvm..well walked ard with e 3 of them..haha had a fun time..den ltr pak came along..hmm yah..den after tat we went to clementi to eat dinner...after tat went to tanjong pagar again to look for steve..was supposed to eat dinner with him..buddeni ate liao..yah lor..so end up playing monopoly at his office with his colleagues..haha damnf arnie..nvm..eh yah play until midnight..den took cab hme lah..

hmm todae..went down to kallange to watch sdba..damn hot and sunny..think im burnt..haha woohoo..red now..like a lobster..hmm eh they din do tat well lah..haiz..dunnoe leh..maybe competition more intense..haiz..dunnoe lah...hmm meet qinyong go orchard with him lah..he want to buy his crumbler bag..budden dun haev stock..den too bad lor..den went hme liao..tired also..haha cos whole day under e sun..drain my energy..hmm haha..

yeah tatz e agenda for e week..haha..ok i noe tatz long..

busy day

hmm spent almost e whole day outside..hmm almost 11 hours..haha cos i only woke up at 12..haha..damn cool..long time nv slp until so shiok..hmm haha well here's e agenda ofr e day..well maybe minutes lah..haha

hmm eh went to career fair with mingyong zibin and cizhuan..hmm eh super many pple..buden long time nv see them liao..yah lor..so anyway im free wad..todae too lazy to wake up to go trng..also dun have pple go den i sian also..haha..hmm anw yah went to e uni booths to take pamphlets lah..as usual..hmm den nothing to do..so they suggested to watch hitch..haha yeah..so manage to catch e 440 show..

hmm hitch..super nice..farnie..budden aiyahkinda stupid show laso la..budden itz nice..haha go and watch k..i love it..hmm dun mind watching it e 2nd time..budden not 8.50 show lah..haha..hmm eh cizhuan treat..wahaha super cool..den zibin treat popcorn..haha yeah tatz cos going out with us wad..haha so guys treat lor..hmm quite paiseh also..budden think they dun mind lah..haha..cos they are 'filthy rich'..haha hmm e guys lah..keep using e word 'filthy'..haha damn farnie..

hmm den after e show had to rush down to sp to watch e drum performance lah..cos promise jingzhou will go liao..yah lor..den persuaded zibin to go with us too..haha..hmm still ok lah..was alte for w show..haha budden itz free seating den not full house so stll ok lor..hmm manage to get e centre seats at e upper half of e convention centre..haha..hmm damn cool..e rhythm and e way they hit e drum..haha thou i carn reallie see which one is him..budden think agar agar lah..haha hmm eh yah..super cool..seh also..haha heehee means cool lah..haha..

den went to jec to eat dinner or rather supper..haha den after tat go hme liao lah..cos quite late liao..eh yupz..

reach hme ard 11..haah yah lor..den now going to slp..haha cos tml need to work..!!!!!!

results

hmm well liddat lah..quite disappointed..cos i only say tat tehre is no number beside my name on e list..which means no 3 or 4 As..yah lor..hmm so sad..haiz..yah all i saw was ABBA..haiz i couldnt bear to see e rest..hmm haiz..gp was c6..wah damn lousy..cry lah..wat else..yah super sad leh..majority of e class getting 4 As..damn!!not tat i want to compare..budden carn help it lah..e 4 of them getting 4 As leh..den i feel so lousy..haiz..yah lor..

hmm den cry lah..yah..

den after tat sat down to reslly take a look at e results slip..hmm got one for chem s and two for math s..tatz distinction and merit..haha..den A for bio and maths..hmm wah super unexpected..yah lor..tot A would be either physics or chem..budden both got B..hmm yah lor..din expect tog et an A for bio..hmm considering e fact tat i fail almost all e way thru 2 years..hmm and den chem got B buden s paper got distinction..crazy results..hmm even others say itz kinda farnie..weird..

hmm well budden juz have gotta pray can get into chem engin lah..and a scholarship..yah lor..den i can be more relaxed on e financial part..budden will be under super much pressure to do well..

hmm dunnoe whether should rejoice or get depressed...haiz..

tok

hmm tokked to him juz now..seeems like carn change watz e thing is now..hmm he somehow convicne me to give up..adn tat we are super different..he need e daily 5hour of loneliness if not he will get irritated and angry e next day..hmm weird..tatz why he dun like pple to call him at hme or disturb his silence..tatz why sometimes he will suddenly dissappear and quiet..hmm did he tell me all these ebfore? no..he dun like pple to use redundant words in smses..like 'hmm' 'eh' 'haha'..di he tell me this before?no!

hmm there are so many things tat he din tell me..and then juz keep on going..e snowball juz kept rolling until it became so big..haiz..dunneo la..

i shall take a break..away from all these ehartbreaking issues..and live my life as it is..hanging out with guys..and wait for e right guy to come by when i go uni..weifa told me i will surely be hunted down when i go uni..whether this is true i dun care..right now i juz want to put everything behind and get on with life..

peiying u can do it!!

my brain usage profile

Your Brain Usage Profile:

Auditory : 35%
Visual : 64%
Left : 44%
Right : 55%



peiying, you possess an interesting balance of hemispheric and sensory characteristics, with a slight right-brain dominance and a slight preference for visual processing.

Since neither of these is completely centered, you lack the indecision and second-guessing associated with other patterns. You have a distinct preference for creativity and intuition with seemingly sufficient verbal skills to be able to translate in any meaningful way to yourself and others.

You tend to see things in "wholes" without surrendering the ability to attend to details. You can give them sufficient notice to be able to utitlize and incorporate them as part of an overall pattern.

In the same way, while you are active and process information simultaneously, you demonstrate a capacity for sequencing as well as reflection which allows for some "inner dialogue."

All in all, you are likely to be quite content with yourself and your style although at times it will not necessarily be appreciated by others. You have sufficient confidence to not second-guess yourself, but rather to use your critical faculties in a way that enhances, rather than limits, your creativity.

You can learn in either mode although far more efficiently within the visual mode. It is likely that in listening to conversations or lecture materials you simultaneously translate into pictures which enhance and elaborate on the meaning.

It is most likely that you will gravitate towards those endeavors which are predominantly visual but include some logic or structuring. You may either work particularly hard at cultivating your auditory skills or risk "missing out" on being able to efficiently process what you learn. Your own intuitive skills will at times interfere with your capacity to listen to others, which is something else you may need to take into account.

loser

hmm think im a loser..hah yest went to e library..borrowed a book..a girls guide to surviving breakup..hmm

haiz while bathing juz now was thinking of speech to tell him when i call him..hmm wanted to call him..budden i reallie dun have e courage..oh no!!!

i reallie need courage and sense to tok to him..