lately

hmm went for running on thurs on e treadmill at office..hmm went up to 12..reallie want to run my lungs outa nd yah..budden felt better after tat lah..hmm maybe running reallie helps..hmm build up level of endorphins lah..yah..so that i feel better?budden back to reality i still feel like shit..dunoe why on earth i ve to go thru all these..

i told my frens..im reallie tired..too taxing on e mind and heart..tatz why..super tired..i reallie need a break..want to go away bydden no one can go with me..e guys ve to apply for exit permit..cos they still in ns..hmm yah lor..cos they got holiday after pop wad..hmm maybe juz stay at sentosa lah..thou will remind me of e times..budden at least got beach i can sit down and enjoy e stars..and let me feel better..better if got pple with me..so i wun feel lonely..lend me a shoulder if i cry..hope i will return as a stronger person..wish me luck..