CNY eve

hmm juz finished reunion dinner..i mean e first serving..cos got too many pple liao..tatz why have to split into shifts..haha yah think nxt time have to open up 3 tables..haha..yah cos everyone came abck to eat lor..yea..

hmm ate steamboat lah..nothing much..all e seafood lah..well not raellie..budden eat things tat we dun get to eat normally..like abalone and stuff lah..

hmm feel like a damn good gal todae..washed iron fold keep clothes..vacuum mop e floor..throw rubbish..hmm yah lor..haiz quite tiring lah..budden no choice..sis not helping..den daddy ong too busy putting up all his lights and small lanterns..den if i dun do den pple will nag at me..like im e eldest..so do all these is duh..esp since mummy ong is not around liao..

hmmm somehow make me feel damn sad..cos got 1 less person..haiz.wonder how she's doing..budden i dunnoe whether to be angry at her anot..someimtes im reallie mad at ehr..for being so irresponsible..leaving us juz liddat after wat she ahs done..budden daddy ong told me wat she did was cos she wanted to help e rest of e families..to give us a better life to live in..budfen haiz i dunnoe lah..she left behind a lot of debts..and now have financial problems..dunnoe how to go thru this period..pple may think im a strong person..budden too bad..im not..is juz tat i choose not to be too bothered abt it..i will get fed up when pple tok abt things like she is not ard anymore so i have to help out..and as e eldest shld take care of e house and sis and all tat..wat crap!!

anyway.happy new year everyone..